How hard do I try

How hard do I try
To make the wrongs, right
Nothing special, just a cry
To somehow wither the endless night

A step here, a word there
To initiate a cleansing
For all the tears and a hopeless glare
In the eyes of that beautiful thing

Pardon me for my mistake
I know I was foolish
Our hearts have had enough heartbreaks
For a moment let them cherish

The more I try, the more it worsens
Just like the nasty quicksand
My impulses make me a different person
Timid, desperate and bland

Sometimes we just accept
Not everything can be repaired
Fortunate are the sept
That get a second chance to spare